where have you been?

i have nothing to wear to school tomorrow. which is of course a lie, but it’s true. i miss my johnny depp look already, despite the looks and mat comments.

paolo needs a new in flow of music.

i need to go get that bag from bugis village. and many other knick knacks. and i will the moment my money comes in. and that lip balm. and some new shoes. and maybe a night some place with some friends and much food and drinks.

OH YEAH.

this sat, 2pm, behind blk 237, hougang.
david & molly scored a flea market booth. and our boys from plushfools will be there for a gig too. so drop by, okay. it’d be cool.

that nap was a good nap. but now i can’t sleep. anyway, that’s not the point.

i love, love, love aerosmith and the steve tyler voice.

& i’m dreaming of you, babe.
darn i miss that song. sab will now launch a search party for that song.

that’s dr lee. he came as the love child of morticia addams and wolverine (i think).

the flasher, the dead gypsy and the man.

adam was the dark angel of death, and as you can see, char was in the middle of it all while adam was trying to take naj’s soul.

here’s the angel again, with our stolen stash of food.

charlie brown!

the ex-harry potter.

she’s happy she got wings of her own, see?

when i was growing up, my mom said many odd things to me and gave me a lot of hilarious advice. she still does. but one of the things she said that has somehow rung true is that you always look out for one of your own.

so yeah, you chose the wrong week. and please, i didn’t go to mass comm not to know my media acts okay.

i was actually going to kinda let it out on what when on today. but i think some things i need to sort out and feel before anything. this is one of those things.

‘people naturally seek companionship and shelter from the ones they want to be with’ from nige’s guide to life. that explains quite a bit then, doesn’t it?

cheers.

okay, firstly, there’s one thing i want to talk about. and that is the weird ass voicemails i’ve been receiving.

about a month back, there was one and it was just static on the other side. then there was a weird call, but that was just freaky and worked out in my favor in the end. and this morning, there was one and guess what it was. canon in c. yeah, it was just that – the song. i was already majorly late for school (waking up ten minutes before class is never a good thing, even if you live ten minutes from campus) and to have to like sort through my calls and messages while rushing for a cab, and hearing the song was just odd.

anyway, i don’t have caller ID and so i don’t know where these messages are from. but if it’s you, seriously, what’s up man?

well, that’s that. i think everyone will agree that today has been exhausting. the highlight, i think, was having dinner part one with nigel and his boys. i approve.

and also, like after all was said and done, and i managed to get sarah on the phone, it was nice just to spend two hours talking and catching up. just like when we were young. i think that’s it you know. going back to something familiar and close when you’re upset. it’s always good.

i am immensely grateful that my mom and i have an open and honest relationship. it makes life a tad bit easier.

well, i’m done rambling for the night. i’ve done enough today to last me quite a while.

and to two very amazing friends who kept me and my emotions in check this evening, thanks. and no, i did not run back after you guys left. gee, have some faith (: but yeah, it was a bad idea to do what i did. so yes, you guys win – this round.

paolo was initially created to be spanish. but then, i kinda realized that it was an italian name, and now i like to think of him as italian with a cigar sticking out of the corner of his mouth, a top hat and playing me my songs. it’s a nice mental image.

so, the week back at school has been relatively okay. many, many weeks more to go, and already, i’m kinda dreading it. not the work part though. i think i kinda need to work and get busy and some blood going to the brain. no, i’m dreading the social part of school. school’s a social playground.

anyway, besides that, i reckon the week’s been fine. the dinner was good, and although i ended up having people farting and raping other people on my bed, and running around downstairs with sparklers, they were people i love and would have back farting and raping on my bed and running around any time. as long as i’m just sitting in my corner and chuckling.

friends make lousy weeks better.

i hate it that i’m fucking missing you, and that i shouldn’t be cause it’s stupid. okay, okay, OKAY, i promise this is the last of it. 

and about the pink ribbon. yeah, i’m freaked like shit so i’m not going to say much about it. just that it’s freaky shit scary and sab is scared – for many things and for many people.

it was nice to have someone waiting for you like that, you know?

today has been one of those days when something huge happens and makes you stop and listen.

sucks that it always takes something this drastic and emotional to make you realize that life can be a bit of a pain.

i’m afraid and freaked and worried sick. but like the old people say, it’s all out of our hands and in His.

in comparison, that other matter is really insignificant now. and that’s the way it should be.

it’s nice to be back in school. plaza, lectures, classes, balls and all that jazz.

and, PR has a freaking lot to do with ethics and values ah. i never quite knew that. i still maintain that it’s the politically-correct way of sucking up to the world.

and you know, on a side note cause i know people read this blog, bloody bleeding hell, sab managed to get herself into a mess again.

and i think spencerlane is no longer around and that is devastating. or they’re now called daylight saints or something. i like spencerlane. i miss spencerlane. spencerlane was always like the perfect band who could make any bad day seem a little better. there are only four songs left on their purevolume. oh well, at least it’s there. and there’s still plushfools. shameless and subtle i know.

well, i should go get started on school work. and other stuff. if you’re on your first week back at school too, i hope you’re having fun. hee.