where have you been?

hello, hello.

haha, MAJOR increase in site visits.

work today was good, in comparison to many other days. a lot of the kids who come by with the nannies or parents are very fortunate, though i doubt they’re at that age where they realize it.

two girls and their kid brother today came down with the mom and aunt and they were shopping and every time one of the kids asked about the price of the toy, the aunt or mom would say, ‘don’t worry about it. get whatever you want’.

i got to thinking, ‘gosh, wouldn’t it be nice growing up like that’, then realized that hell, i wouldn’t give up anything to have my parents say that to me. i don’t think my parents have ever told me not to worry about money or that i could have whatever i wanted (okay ignore yesterday’s conversation with pa, but that’s different). and i am damn well glad my childhood was never that way.

i mean, if i did grow up getting every single thing i wanted, i am pretty sure i wouldn’t be me the way i am now. my mom and dad kinda pushed me (and the sister) into the deep end every single time (like how mcm does too!) and it’s good.

hah, my kids are in store for one hell of a fun time.

this has been completely random. okay, my weeds episode has loaded. and i think the weekend’s here!

aww, aren’t they all so delicious? thank you sean!

and the rest of the pictures will be up, bigger and clearer so you can drool, on the new site that’s due soon! please keep a look out for that!

today was spent happily in a corner of the school library with two people who amuse me, and i of course adore, cutting and pasting and slicing. today was good, clean, sticky fun.

okay, i am extremely torn between an ipod nano (previous gen) and the creative zen neeon 2. EXTREMELY TORN. one’s refurbished and pretty, the other has all these cool functions i love but does not connect to a mac. life is as such my friend. completely and randomly not making sense.

but i am leaning towards the zen.

oh well, i have found a new love in scrap booking.

instimulate!

you know, some times, it’s better if we were alone. no one to care about, no one to love, no one to be responsible for but ourselves. that way, we’ll never feel lost and alone cause it’s all we’ve ever know. we won’t know love, rejection, pain and solitude. some times, it’s a tempting option.

but then, something will happen and we’ll be reminded that we can never really be good on our own. and we start to realise that we all need to hold on to someone or something to get on by.

then again, if we were born alone, we’d never need all that.

we will be again one day, shine on.

and it’s true. a couple days ago, i got to play with a robot puppy and today, today, oh gosh golly gosh, i got to test out the robot! homorobo or robosapien, whatever la okay. the point is i got to play with him and the kid robot brother. and and and the indoor helicopter!

god, times like those make me love my job. and of course, the kids. most of them are so freaking good looking cause they’re of mixed heritage. and fathers i tell you are getting better and better looking. but the kids make my day.

and a really hot guy came in to look for stuff today.

oh yeah, my pinhole camera didn’t wind properly (okay fine, i wound up the wrong winding knob thingy). but it’s okay. however, anyone who wants to sponsor some film is very much welcomed!

sab misses you.

SHAFIK, OF COURSE I MISS YOU, YOU ASSHOLE :D

work has so far been good-ish. my manager gave me a whole can of candies. he’s cool. and i swear he has twins.

morning briefings are a silent affair these days.

and, it’s like everything is falling for everyone. god, i really should get started.

shafik, we need to meet up soon! i have so much to bitch to you about! hahaha!

no one at all told me results came out today. i think no one knew. but heck, waking up to a text message with my grades isn’t something i’m always looking forward to.

and okay, so i didn’t do as well as i had hoped. which sucks. mig, we have to work on that 3.5! (:

it’s off to the toy shop! oh yeah, happy fasting!